Far Away

OMG. I set Windows Media Player on shuffle and right now "Far Away" by Nickelback is playing. That's the song that was playing when I danced with my crush, N. Memories are flooding back...I just wish I could do it again. But I'll never get that close to him. The closest I'll ever get is in Math class where I sit right next to him. He constantly has a spearmint lifesaver in his mouth, so I'm in heaven whenever I'm near him. It brings back memories from the dance. Anyway, in Math I can faintly smell him. His natural scent is heavenly, but mixed with spearmint is even better. Now I actually like math class. XD

And I sit near him in LA and Spanish too. Yay! But that means I don't pay as much attention in class...but I'm smart and a straight A student so I should be fine. I'm still paying a good amount of attention.

- Shelly

Crush...

My crush sits next to me in several classes, so it's sometimes hard to concentrate. But since he sits next to me in Math, I actually don't hate that class anymore. XD I'll explain more later. Gotta go...

- Shelly

In Heaven

OMG! Yesterday I went to a party where like everyone in my grade was there and some people who go to public schools, but are friends with some of the people at my school.

I got asked to dance by this one guy...but I think it was just because this other guy told him to because he wanted to ask my bff to dance (she has a huge crush on him and I like him a little) and he didn't want to do it alone...It was the first time I ever dance with a guy, so even though he didn't really like me at all, it was fun.

Later we played this game called Snowball. It started with a couple dancing. Then the DG said 'Snowball' and both the people had to find new people to dance with. It continued until everyone was dancing. Some guy we don't know asked my bff. Then this guy who I have crush on that I'm friends with asked me. I was like OMG! And this happened to be the last dance, and it was the longest one. So, I danced with him and I loved every second of it. I mean, it was just like where I had my arms around his neck and his hands resting on my waist, nothing big, but STILL. And I know it didn't mean anything and he doesn't like me, but I'm glad that even though I'm not his first choice, I'm not his last. Plus, he was chewing spearmint gum or something, so he smelled REALLY good. I wanted to lay in his arms or something, but I couldn't...and what is sad is I doubt he'd ever like me and after this year I doubt I'll ever see him again...So I know that I'll be writing something really special in his yearbook this year...

Oh, and then the guy who asked my bff to dance earlier also asked her during snowball. They're a really cute couple. :) I just wish my crush really did like me...

- Shelly